summer flings used to sound fun & exciting.
& it doesn't necessarily mean a lot of feelings have to be involved.i've nvr been in one, but from what i hear it sounds like a fab way to have a blast during the 2 months of summer vaca. however, now that i'm about to get myself involved in one (or nawt), idk what to do! i kind of dread it?
this guy's name is um, jake. Jake was the first guy i kissed. My bestfriend, Marie got together with him just weeks after we had a thing. It was all cool, just slightly awkward. Marie then started to hate me and become so cautious of me. & why the hell? when im the one who seeminly in my opinion is the victim in this whole situation & i didn't even complain..
She soon became my ex bestfriend. however , now we're cool again cus she ditched Jake and is now in a happy relationship with Tom. however, there are 2 things:
1. Marie is more of a selfish girl in terms of relationships (she wants all guys to be fond of her, esp her ex-es even if she doesn't like them anymore)
2. Jake knows Marie has a bf yet is still obviously not over Marie yet. (actually the complicated thing is: me and marie used to be bffs, jake and tom used to be bffs)
however. Jake offered a summer fling !? he said he'd rather spend a whole summer with me than with ten other girls he met partying. i told him i can't & i rly don't know. he asks me for a good reason to turn him down & he said marie ain't a reason. i told him , i rly don't know. then he tells me : "well marie's over me & she's got tom now."
i know deep down, the only reason i might not want one was because of marie. i wanted to stay cool with marie cus i consider her a good friend & i want to avoid tensions. also, what if he only wanted a fling with me cus he knew marie'd get jealous? he knows marie would, so do i. man, what do i do now !? Or am i being rly psycho about this whole situation..!?
YE or NAW?
i wonder if you still think of me. i carry your image always in my head
folded and yellowed and torn at the edge and i have looked upon it for
many years. i am losing your face, your caught in my head like a thorn
on a vine to forever torment me. the oceans roll us away and i lose your
hand in these waves. sometimes i wish i never knew you in the first place.
"Never bend your Head always hold it High
Look the World Straight in the Eye" -Helen Keller
"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent.
It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage - to move in the opposite direction"
Word of the Day: Atelophobia - fear of imperfection
&how's everyone's summer coming along?